Tuesday, December 29, 2009

Life After "The Incident"

Following my first viewing of "The Incident" back in May, I was very torn. On the one hand, I was completely blown away by the opening scene between Jacob and the MIB (even watching it with Ceddy, Al and Stefan again right after it ended), thoroughly titillated by the Jacob flashbacks, and shocked by the revelation that Locke's really dead. On the other hand, I was annoyed by the motives and capricious attitudes of Jack, Kate, and Juliet, upset about the lack of Des, and frustrated that we were left hanging about the impact of the bomb's detonation.

And at first, the negatives overshadowed the positives in my evaluation of the episode. I couldn't get over the fact that Jack was willing to possibly kill everyone on the Island just for another crack at Kate. He was in full-blown Locke mode, and I was not liking that one bit. I just was hoping he had a stronger motive for taking such a huge risk, like "we need to save all the people who died" or something similarly heroic. Instead, his motives were purely selfish. Add in Kate and Juliet spur-of-the-moment flip-flopping, and the characters came across as silly. The ending was just as bad. Season 5 revolved around the question "can the past be changed?", and I felt like that question needed to be answered in the finale for the season to feel complete.

But last week when I watched "The Incident", I was able to put some those imperfections into a better perspective. Jack's motivations make sense for how his character has developed over the past couple seasons. He's much more maniacal, and his willingness to justify the means with oftentimes self-serving ends has become much more pronounced. Maybe that will affect my feelings and attachment to the character going forward, but at least it didn't cheapen the episode for me anymore. And Kate siding with Jack made plenty of sense; she really has always been with him. Juliet pulling the whole, "I saw the look you gave Kate" still gets under my skin, but having one insane character instead of three is much more bearable.

Sawyer's clearly the only rational one of the bunch. He's just trying to preserve the comfortable life he's settled into with Juliet, and his bewilderment with the decisions of Jack, Kate and Juliet feel the most realistic. As seems to be the trend over the past few seasons, Sawyer's the one with his head on straight, the one thinking clearly, and the one concerned with, to borrow a political phrase "kitchen table" issues, if you will. He tells Jack straight up, "I don't speak destiny". And that's what I love about him and what makes him so relatable. Sawyer's a character who could exist on any show, whereas the other alpha males, Jack and Locke, really could only exist on Lost. That's not a bad thing, but it makes it easier to put yourself in Sawyer's shoes. So I just try to align myself with him when watching those scenes and live vicariously through him as he beats the shit out of Jack.

Becoming more at ease with those parts of "The Incident" has allowed the stronger aspects stand out even more. I mean, it's a freaking Jacob episode! You tell me three years ago that we're going to have a two-hour, Jacob-centric episode and I wouldn't have been able to sleep for weeks! I can't stop using exclamation points! I just love the idea that Jacob has been following around our Losties from the time they were children. It just seems so perfect. Of course these people are special. Of course they have been chosen. A huge mystery like Jacob has enormous potential for letdown, that it would be damn near impossible for any actual answer to rival the feeling of wonderment that accompanies a classic "magic box" mystery (If you don't know what I'm talking about with this "magic box" business, click here - http://darkufo.blogspot.com/2008/01/jj-abrams-mystery-box.html). But it totally fucking did. And that makes me all the more hopeful for season 6 and the dozens of magic boxes that we have yet to open.

So I have come half-circle on "The Incident". It definitely falls within my top 15 episodes of the series, probably even top 10. And I can forgive Damon and Carlton for cutting us off as the bomb explodes (even if I'm still a bit bitter about the fade-to-white rather than the traditional black background, white letters. Hey, I'm a very traditionalist Lost fan), because it has given us 8 months of wild speculation about resets, time loops, "They're coming", and other tasty questions, That's half the fun of the show. So here's some wild speculation for you-

If I have to pick between reset or not, I think there will be a reset. I am not necessarily happy about this - though I trust that the writers won't fuck it up - but I think that they're not likely to make Jack look like a total moron by killing everyone on the Island, especially when the other "hero" - Locke - already met a sad, pathetic ending. And I support this. Both of them can't end up as failures. There will be some sort of caveat, maybe that the people touched by Jacob - Jack, Kate, Sawyer, Locke, Jin, Sun, Sayid and Hurley - will all somehow retain their memories from the life we've seen them live over the past five seasons. No way they're wiped clean, tabula rasa-style. That would probably cause a riot, and I'd be leading the charge. But somehow, this reset will allow Jacob to thwart the MIB's plot that resulted in the Magnificent Man's death, saving Locke from his current deceased fate and allowing the Island to return to its rightful state of balance between light and dark.

But honestly I think it will be something we do not see coming. Like, at all. Something totally out of left field. And that's how I like it. Some combination of time travel, resets and alternate time lines perhaps? Who knows. And if you do, don't tell me. I want to be surprised.

Going forward with this blog, I will probably be writing about "big picture" stuff more than observations on episodes since, again, my rewatch has met its natural, if tragic, end. As Ben likes to say, " I have some ideas", and I'll be working on those during this last month of the hiatus. Definitely something that puts the themes of Lost into the perspective of our current cultural climate, a few more character writeups - Locke and Des have been inexplicably absent from most of my posts - and a season six "wish list" that I have already been working on for a couple weeks. I'm very excited about it. Until next time...

Saturday, December 26, 2009

Sawyer's No Coward

There's a scene in "Whatever Happened, Happened" where Kate and Cassidy are sitting in the kitchen chatting. Kate had told her old friend - and Sawyer's old flame - the truth about what she and the rest of the passengers of 815 had gone through during those 108 days on the Island. She told her about all the struggles they went through trying to get home. And she told her how Sawyer heroically jumped out of the chopper so the rest of them had a chance to make it home.

But Cassidy is having none of it. She calls Sawyer a coward, says all he was doing abandoning Kate and any commitments he made to her.

Now, Cassidy sure has plenty of reason to hate Sawyer's guts. He stole all her money away and left her with nothing but a bun in the oven. So I can see why she'd despise him more than a fish biscuit for breakfast. But I'm not buying that Sawyer had anything but selfless motives for jumping out of that helicopter. At that point in the series - the season 4 finale - the swashbuckling conman was gone. Enter Jim LaFleur.

We've seen many versions of James Ford. He started off as a selfish, smart alack jackass, nothing more than a thorn in the collective side of the camp. He hoarded supplies, defied Jack at every turn, and kept secrets just for sport - even when he didn't have a secret to keep (See inhalers, Shannon). As he, Michael and Jin pushed off on the raft at the end of season 1, Michael turned to him and said -

"Why does a guy who only cares about himself want to risk his life to save everyone else? The way I see it, there's only 2 choices -- you're either a hero or you want to die." Sawyer coolly responded, "Well, I ain't no hero, Mike".

And he sure wasn't.

But slowly, the rest of the camp's perception of Sawyer - and Sawyer's perception of himself - began to change. He returned from the raft expedition as a person who had put his own well being on the line with a chance at helping the group. Whether intentionally or not, Sawyer became a hero in the eyes of a lot of people, including Kate. She might have hated herself for the way she felt about him - he sure was no Jack - but the feelings he had for her became his saving grace. He fell in love.


Sawyer's affection for Kate became the driving force behind most of his actions. As a prisoner of the Others, he stood up for Kate at the cost of vicious beatings. He waited like a nervous wreck for her to return from her quest to rescue Jack. He pushed her away when she tried to convince him to go back to the beach to ensure that Sayid, Jin and Bernard's surprise assault on the Others had gone as planned, only to propose the same plan himself moments later except with her excluded for her own safety. And finally, in the greatest of all his grand gestures of love and protection, Sawyer leaped from the sputtering helicopter so Kate would have a chance to leave the Island.

This wasn't some Chandler Bing-esque moment of terror when Sawyer realized, "Oh shit, this girl's got me locked down. I better get the hell out of here!". He had already tried to get Kate to stay on the Island with him. When Sawyer jumped out of that helicopter, he wasn't just saving Kate, he was leaving behind his former self, a man consumed by avarice and revenge. As he dove into the ocean, he washed away those old sins. A baptism, if you will. His troubled past was officially behind him.

Redemption. It's one of my favorite themes of the show, and that moment typified redemption for Sawyer more than any other has for any character.

All that and I haven't even accounted for the smattering of selfless, non-Kate acts that would have been entirely foreign to Cassidy's pre-plane crash Sawyer. Dodging bullets with Bugs Bunny-type skill to rescue Claire, protecting Hurley from Locke and Ben, caring for Aaron without hesitation when Claire wandered off in the middle of the night - no way he does these things during the first 50 days on the Island.

Through the first five seasons, Jack as played the role of the typical protagonist. He's the leader. He's concerned with the well-being of the entire group, often saying so explicitly. He's the center of attention. The narrative frames Jack as the hero of this tale. But really, over the past three seasons, Sawyer has been evolving into one of the greatest forces of leadership and protection among the 815ers. He protects his friends for what appear to be entirely altruistic reasons. He doesn't do it to feed his ego or to mask his insecurities. Sawyer does these things because they need to be done and because he feels genuine affection for his friends. Those instincts made him a loving partner to Juliet and successful as the DI's head of security. His thoughtful approach in that position stood in stark contrast to Jack's reactionary and hardheaded mania. I'd have hard time believing many of the characters would elect Jack over Sawyer as leader of the group if a vote were held today (or, I guess more accurately, 1977).

This is exactly why I so desperately hope that the Jughead explosion does not result in a reset. Jack wants redemption (or at least a second chance) the easy way; he does not want to fix himself. It's hard work to take a look at yourself, flaws and all, and make the necessary adjustments. Well, Sawyer put in that hard work, and I could not bear to see it all wiped away by someone else's selfishness. For once, just let Sawyer be happy that "what's done is done".

Thursday, December 24, 2009

Perfect Timing

It's approaching 1:30 in the morning. I'm in Jacob's secret lair at the base of the statue. Locke (version MIB) has Ben on the brink of killing the magnificent man. We know he's an impostor. It's tense. It's dark. And then, pvvt. Power gone. TV out. Jacob and his weave, Ben and his knife, Locke and his scowl, they all just vanish into the darkness. Let the obscenities fly! And I am stuck with only 10 minutes of battery life to tell this story. I thought Jack, Sawyer and Locke had it rough...this takes the cake.

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

Destiny Question

If it was Daniel Faraday's destiny to go back to the Island, why did Ms. Hawking have to work so hard to guide him there? Shouldn't this have happened on its own? This calls into question the whole idea of destiny. If there really was only one possible outcome - that Daniel goes to the Island to be killed by his mother - then she shouldn't have cared whether he spent his time playing the piano, mackin' on Theresa, or solving ridiculously complex physics problems. Same goes for her encounter with Desmond. Whether he bought that ring for Penny that day or not, she should have known that he would end up on the Island regardless.

I think Ms. Hawking didn't really believe in destiny at all, hence why she felt the need to push her son onto a path that led to the Island. And at the same time, she wanted him to develop an expertise in physics so that he could crack the straitjacket of time that binds people into "whatever happened, happened". As a dutiful Other (Or was she? We haven't seen her on the Island in 30 years. Maybe she was banished? That's a topic for another time), she would follow her destiny as she knew it to be, but all the while holding out hope that her son could figure out a way to erase her terrible act. Whether it worked or not, we'll find out in a few weeks.

My faith in the "whatever happened, happened" theory has been waning of late. Since the finale, I've been firmly in the camp that Jughead always explode, that was indeed the incident, and there was nothing Jack could do to reset everything back to September 22, 2004. Now I'm not so sure. I'm still confident that we're not going to start Season 6 with 815 coasting into LAX, nor will the plane crash again with slightly different circumstances or anything like that. But how could an atomic bomb go off in such close proximity to characters like Chang and Radzinsky - two characters whose futures we have seen in the form of orientation videos and blood splatters - without them being killed? It's impossible. The Jughead explosion was not part of the original timeline. I just can't figure out what timeline it will create.

"You're not ready to go to the Island"

"What kind of name is Bram anyway?" That's the only thing running through my head whenever I see that totally generic dude who drags Miles into the van, costing him a fish taco in "Some Like it Hoth", and who later ends up lugging the corpse of John Locke around the Island in "The Incident". It really gets in the way of good Lost thinking.

But I managed to push that nagging question out of mind at least temporarily to to a little theorizing. Using the transitive property, it appears that Bram is working with Jacob, since Jacob called on Ilana for help and Ilana's buddies with Bram. And Bram is very anti-Widmore, as demonstrated by his courtship of Miles. Does that mean Widmore and Jacob are enemies? And because the MIB is clearly Jacob's enemy, is Widmore in cahoots with the MIB? I've stated as much before, but this little chain of connections certainly lends more evidence to the claim.

Bram asks Miles the "What did one snowman say to the other?" question of season 5 - "What lies in the shadow of the statue?" Miles offers a snarky remark, and Bram answers with "Then you're not ready to go to the Island". What? Is this just a throwaway line, or is there something more here? Was Miles not "supposed" to go to the Island on the freighter, somehow causing the entire time-traveling fiasco? If you subscribe to the "whatever happened, happened" ideology, the answer is no; Sawyer, Jack and crew always ended up in 1977.

But at the same time, a couple tidbits suggest that the path our characters traveled was not their only possible path. The most significant one involves a miraculously special person - Desmond. Brotha Des saw visions of the future, but on four different occasions, he prevented the future from happening. This directly led to Charlie turning off the jammer switch in the Looking Glass station, allowing the freighter people to come to the Island, leading Ben to turn the Donkey Wheel, and causing everyone to skip through time. It's easy to see how the first intended future - Charlie dying after being struck by lightening - would have prevented the rest of the dominoes from falling in place.

So what's my point? I don't think I have one. But if I do, here it is - Bram was trying to prevent all the time-skipping from taking place under orders from Jacob. Jacob is trying to undermine the established timeline of events - the one that Faraday wrote in his journal and Eloise Hawking has used as her playbook for the past 30 years. Something that always happens needs to be prevented, and preventing Miles from getting on the freighter stops it from happening. But why only Miles then? Did Bram also approach Daniel and Charlotte? He didn't seem to think much of the candidacy of Frank. I think I've dug myself too deep.

My brain hurts. Until next time.

Monday, December 21, 2009

Two Half-Baked Ideas

I like to watch Lost late at night. My typical ritual involves waiting for everyone to fall asleep, turning off all the lights, turning on all the analytical parts of my brain and diving into the next episode of my rewatch. I feel like I can do my best thinking at this time of night; it's just me, the show and, recently, a little notepad to jot down any interesting thoughts I may have. Little possibility for distraction. No glare on the TV. It's just me and the show. Then again, since this is all going down at ungodly hours of the night, I'm prone to get a little groggy.

Last night, the rewatch took me to "Whatever Happened, Happened" and "Dead is Dead". I wrote two things down on my trusty notepad as I struggled to keep my eyes open -

1) "Something w/ temple & smokey makes you next leader of Others"

2) "Island kills babies cuz Ben wouldn't kill alex "what Jacob wants?"

I'll tackle these two brilliant, articulate insights one at a time:

1) How do the Others determine who becomes their leader? In "Cabin Fever", we saw Richard give Locke the Dalai Lama test, but they can't just go around giving this test to every kid who lands on the Island. Or do they? Maybe that's why they take children. In between his questions about Vincent, Walt did say they made him take tests. Farfetched, but possible. But the thought that passed through my head yesterday evolved from Richard taking Ben into the temple to heal him. I don't think they test everyone with knives, compasses and the Book of Laws. Maybe something in that temple makes them different, makes them "lose their innocence", as Richard (creepily) put it. We already know the smoke monster conducts business in there, so maybe it brands them in a way that will forever change them. I don't know. That's why it's a half-baked idea.

2) We see in "Dead is Dead" that Charles Widmore ordered Ben to kill Rousseau and baby Alex under the almighty reason of "protecting the Island". Well, this time on the receiving end of this common rationale, Ben refuses, shooting back "Is killing this baby what Jacob wants?" I sure as hell don't know the answer to that question. But it got me thinking, what if this act of defiance toward the wishes of Jacob caused the fertility problems the Others experience under the Linus administration? We know that babies could be born on the island 1977, meaning any problem must have begun afterward. Maybe the fertility problems are a sort of psychosomatic symptom, but instead of the body suffering from problems of the mind, the Island suffers in a way that coincides with the transgressions of it's leader. I think I might be on to something here...

One more thought - At one point, Locke (version MIB) says to Ben that his relocation of the Others into Dharmaville "doesn't seem like something the Island would have wanted". If Smokey can speak for the Island - which I'm guessing, to a certain extent, he can - that's not a good sign for Ben. Killing Jacob and defying the best wishes of the Island as the leader of the Other's does not seem like a good combo to have on your resume.

Saturday, December 12, 2009

Random Thoughts

Just finished "The Life and Death of Jeremy Bentham". A few random thoughts through the unofficial first half of season 5 -

  • Where does Kate get off unloading on Locke like she does in "Jeremy Bentham"? Locke never really did anything to her like he did with Charlie, Jack or Sayid. So why would she feel compelled to throw his angry, lonely existence back in his face like that?
  • Why does Walt dream of Locke back on the island with a group of people around him trying to kill him? We've seen a group of people stand around Locke's dead body ("The Incident"), but that's not the same thing. Does that mean Locke somehow really is resurrected? Or is Walt dreaming about Locke, version MIB? I hope they get back to this next season.
  • I cannot watch the first part of "316" without getting an overwhelming urge to jam pencils into my ears. I just cannot stand Ms. Hawking. I can't stand her. I don't know if it's her acting, or the way she gets a little two scientific with the details of how the island moves or how they need to get back (couldn't they have just said everybody needs to go back, have a few subtle parallels like Locke in Christian's place, Hurley with the guitar case, etc, and left it at that?), but I get more irritated by her than any other aspect in the series. The last half is great (Ben's "Doubting Thomas" speech, the flight back to the island), but I have a hard time getting past the first few scenes.
  • Since last year's finale, I've theorized that Charles Widmore has been in cahoots with the MIB. This is pretty much based on the idea that Widmore and the MIB have a similar agenda; they both want Locke back on the island, they both tell him he's special (I'm assuming the MIB did a lot of the on-island things that broght him to this conclusion originally), and they both generally seem evil. Anyway, in "Jeremy Bentham", some of what Charles tells Locke in that "hospital" in Africa made me question my assumptions. Charles insists that Jack, Kate and the rest return to the island with Locke. But since "The Incident" paints a picture suggesting that Jack and the others have been somehow "chosen" by Jacob and that "they're coming" to help him, maybe Widmore's not so bad.
  • I just love the scene in "Jughead" where Des charges into Widmore's office, lays down the law, gets what he needs, and slams the door behind him. So long, Des the coward. I'd say he got his honor back.
That's all for now. I've noticed this blog is sorely lacking in Locke discussion. That needs to change.

Thursday, December 10, 2009

Hurley's Fatness

Hurley's weight has fluctuated over the years. Here's how I break it down on a system of 1 to 10, 1 being fat, 5 being Mongo, and 10 being Jumbotron.

Season 1 - He's pretty fat. Not outrageously so, but your wouldn't think he'd be crossing any old, tattered rope bridges. But he does, so that earns him a 4.

Season 2 - He's not turning any heads, but he dropped a few belt sizes. And Libby cute enough that she isn't going after the fattest of the fat. All that running on the beach gets him a 2.

Season 3 - Hurley really starts ballooning. Both Charlie and Sawyer decline his help on critical missions. We don't see him eating any peanut butter off leaves or chugging ranch dressing like a hungover college kid drinking water, but I suspect he's doing both. That earns him a 7.

Season 4 - All the time in New Otherton gave him plenty of opportunities to graze on Apollo bars. Also, he doesn't have to trek through the jungle nearly as much. It shows. 8.

Season 5 - It might be his unfortunate wardrobe, but Hurley never looks fatter than he does in this season. That Dharma jumpsuit just doesn't look as good on him as it does, say Roger Workman. And four last words: I Heart My Shih-Tzu. 10.

Lifted Material

I realize I've been on Jack overload lately, but indulge me on one last note (at least until I get to 316).

Jack likes to portray himself as a product of his own Herculean efforts, with everyone else often only playing supporting roles. One of my favorite examples of this is the 5-second story he tells Kate in the very first episode. After he made the wrong cut in one of his first surgeries, he was scared. But instead of letting the fear overwhelm him, he counts to five, puts the fear aside, and fixes his mistake. It's the ultimate instance of mind over matter, a perfect microcosm of Jack's belief in his ability to control any situation. I love that story.

But in "The Incident", we find out that his father, Christian was the one who told him to take those five seconds. Not only that, Jack resents his father for, what he says, embarrassed him in front of his team. So, what Jack later turns into one of his greatest triumphs of determination and mental toughness was really an instance of his father - a person wiser and more experienced than he - helping him succeed in a way he could not on his own. And all he could do was pout.

This revelation suggests that although Jack blames his father (either explicitly or subconsciously) for most of his insecurities, in reality, he owes him what little faith he has in himself. Not that Christian Shephard was perfect - the first time we saw him, he was telling Jack he just doesn't have what it takes to handle it when he fails - but Jack's lack of self-confidence led him to take every helping hand as a personal slight. Grow up Peter Pan, Count Chocula. You have to learn to trust yourself and trust others. Otherwise, you will go through life angry and regretful. Oh wait, that's what you've done.

In "There's No Place Like Home", Jack borrows the idea for The Lie from another one of his supposed adversaries - John Locke. This case illustrates that somewhere inside him, he knows that Locke is right, that they crashed there for a a reason, that all roads led there. It's the first sign of Jack as a man of faith. In a way, he's evolving. By the time he's sucking down pills and growing terrible beards, he completely believes Locke. He trusts him. How that leads to blowing up an atomic bomb, that's a whole other story.

My next post will be about something else. I promise.

Monday, December 7, 2009

Something Nice Back Home

"Do you really think I'm good at this?"

"I'm the one who saved you."

"Who in the world am I?"

One of my favorite flashbacks/flashforwards of the entire series has some of the most telling quotes from our fearless leader, Jack Shephard. These three capture the mindset of post-island Jack; they encapsulate his uncertainty, insecurity, and hero complex that will drive him to the depths of despair and eventually lead him back to the island.

The scene that really stuck out to me the most this time through was when Jack wakes Kate up in the middle of the night to propose. First, he asks her if she really thinks he's good at this, at being a loving father and stable mate, two things about which Jack holds tremendous doubt. The former comes from his father (who appropriately haunts him in this very episode), the latter from his failed marriage with Sarah. When Kate says she does, he proposes. She happily accepts.

The expression on Jack's face as he hugs Kate is not only one of joy, but one of accomplishment, like he finally has the woman he's been after since she stitched him up on the beach. It's a lot like the look on his face as defiantly he calls the freighter in Through the Looking Glass. He's on top of the world. But is that really what you should feel when you get engaged? Happiness, yes, but is it really the same as achieving a goal? Is he trying to prove something here? Of course he is. Jack is always trying to prove something, where it's to his father, Ben, Sawyer, Kate, or himself. Kate has always looked to Jack as a hero, someone good. Jack knows this. When she accepts his engagement, Jack sees it as an affirmation from Kate of everything he did as a leader of the survivors. He rescued her from the island and he has earned her respect as a father. It satisfies his hero complex, and for a brief moment it looks like Jack might have put his demons to rest.

It all quickly crumbles when he sees his father in the lobby of the hospital. Not only does he think he's going crazy, but it's a symbol that his insecurities stemming from his relationship with his father are not dead and buried. Jack never thinks he can live up to his father's expectations for him, and seeing him in at the hospital reminds him of that and the island where his body is supposed to be. The question remains - how the hell is Christian Shephard appearing to Jack at all? Is it Jacob? Is it the Man in Black? Is it something else entirely? Either way, it's clear Jack takes this as the first sign that leaving the island might not have been the right thing thing to do.

When Jack comes home to Kate talking on the phone late at night, his trust issues begin to emerge as well. An under-discussed part of Jack's character is his issue with trust, and it's twice as bad with women he cares for than anyone else (see Tale of Two Cities). And Kate, who has undermined that trust on several occasions, is especially vulnerable to incurring his distrustful wrath. Coupled with his visions of his father, and there's a recipe for disaster. Now bad Jack starts pouring out. The drinking. The suspicions. The chest-thumping. He's jealous of Sawyer even though they're separated by 30 years and thousands of miles. After all this, his relationship with Kate is never the same. Somehow this leads to him blowing up an atomic bomb, but that's a little ways off still.

Jack's encounters with his father and with Hurley start to sow the seeds of doubt about whether leaving the island was really the right thing to do. How can his father be walking around if his dead body should be somewhere on that island? How is Charlie talking to Hurley, and actually giving him poignant advice? The transition to a man of faith begins in this episode. He just doesn't know it yet.

Saturday, December 5, 2009

Jack Shephard - Killer?

In "Man of Science, Man of Faith", Jack tells his future wife that he hurt his ankle running all the stairs in a stadium. When she asks him why he would do that, he answers, "I'm intense." That's as much of an understatement as Ben saying "I lie to people" or Kate saying "I'm a two-timing ho." That second one might not be fair, but you get the idea. Especially after watching "Through the Looking Glass" and "The Beginning of the End," intensity hardly describes Jack Shephard; it's more like insanity.

After Ben tricks him into thinking that Tom just shot Jin, Sayid and Bernard, Jack delivers one of the most savage beatings of the entire series, capped off with a nice "I'm gonna kill ya" to the supposed murderer on the other end of the walkie-talkie. He then tells Kate that once he gets everyone rescued and rubs his success in Ben's face (with a expression that horrifies Kate), he's going to kill him too. After pulling the trigger of a gun pointed at Locke's face, Jack seems to turn into a completely different person - a person ready and willing to kill anyone who gets in his way of getting off the island.

My question is, since when is Jack a killer? This is the same guy who wouldn't torture Henry Gale, and now he's Billy the Kid. After his gun jammed when he tries to shoot Locke (which I'm certain was the island's doing, not the result of an unloaded gun like Locke says), I remember feeling that the Jack Shephard that I knew and loved was gone. To some extent, that might be true. He's a completely different man. His one-track mind at this point in the series (late S3-S4) focuses relentlessly on getting off the island; his old morals and values do not matter.

The one thing that made Jack such an appealing character early in the series was his strong moral compass. He treated decisions of great consequence like the deserved to be treated. Now he's blowing up atomic bombs just to get another crack at a life with Kate. He's still my favorite character, and I admire his unparalleled sense of self-efficacy, but I miss the guy who was more concerned with constantly proving himself and less consumed with guilt and regret.

I have a hard time writing posts about Jack. I've thought a lot about him, but he's such a complex character with such an expansive story that it's hard to capture it all in one post without it turning into War and Peace. I mean, we're dealing with over 100 episodes and about 10 flashbacks/flashforwards. His issues are so inter-related - his inability to let go, his guilt, his desire to prove himself, his insecurities about his father - that discussing one inevitably leads to another, and then you've got yourself about 50 tangents and too many paragraphs. I will work on this. His character deserves it. And if this blog is going to be worth anything to my future self as a documentation of my thoughts and feelings while going through my favorite show of all time, I have to find a way to make it work.

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

The Man Behind the Curtain

No episode has changed as much as this one in terms of it's meaning to the overall mythology of Lost. After it first aired (and really up until The Incident), this was our only glimpse of Jacob. Various characters had dropped his name here and there, and Hurley and Locke saw the cabin in season 4, but as far as we new, Jacob was not involved in either of those instances. That's what made it such a seminal episode. All we knew (or thought we knew) was that Jacob was a guy who lived in a cabin, was very old-fashioned, could speak to people telepathically, cause violent turmoil, and choose to whether or not to be visible. We assumed Ben took orders from him, that Richard never spoke to him. Now we know some of that is wrong. We have no clue what to make of that scene in the cabin. And after season 6, it will take on an entirely different meaning once we get some answers about the Jacob/Man in Black struggle.

After The Incident, what are we supposed to take away from The Man Behind the Curtain? If Ben has never spoken to Jacob, who was in that chair? Was it the Man in Black? Was it nobody at all? And why did Ben choose to take Locke there if he didn't even know where Jacob was? Had he gone to that cabin previously for instructions? And if so, does that confirm that the Man in Black has been influencing the Others for quite some time? That would certainly suggest that the Man in Black was the one who ordered the Purge, given how nicely that would parallel the flashbacks of the episode.

I have all the confidence in the world that we will get these questions answered in season 6. And when we do, then we will be able to put The Man Behind the Curtain and all it's craziness into perspective.

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

Hardcore Rewatch

Hopefully this post will be better than my last...god those are some bad picks.

Season 5 DVDs come out next Tuesday. I need to be through seasons 1-4 by then, so I'm hitting the rewatch hard. Zipped through season 3, disc 3 Sunday, plugged through disc 4 yesterday. Next up, one of the strongest stretches of the series to close out season 3, then season 4, which might be my favorite season of all. This coming week is going to be great.

No groundbreaking revelations, but a few scattered thoughts -

  • Expose is an awesome episode. Hilarious. Dramatic. Incredibly self-aware. That was one of the biggest strengths of The X-Files; it knew exactly what it was and could poke fun at itself in sharp, clever way. D & C really took advantage of Nikki and Paulo to do the same thing here.
  • Claire is annoying. She's pretentious. She's whiny. I didn't realize how much I haven't missed her this last year. Hopefully all this time trouncing around the jungle has led to a serious attitude adjustment.
  • Jack's time in captivity with the Others flips the switch that begins his relentless efforts to get off the island. Seeing Kate with Sawyer, Locke blowing up the sub, the loss of control, it all turns him from merely a driven commit-o-phile to borderline psychopath hell-bent on leaving the island at all costs. Hopefully more on this soon.
  • Stranger in a Strange Land - It pisses me off when they introduce characters on-island that you never see again (like Harper in The Other Woman). They did this here with the old woman who is supposedly the "sheriff". What the hell? Wouldn't the sheriff of the Others be a pretty important character? And if not, why introduce her at all? Couldn't Ben just have decoded Jack's tatoos? And how does "He walks among us but is not one of us" fit into the larger Jack picture? Too many questions, and not the kind that tickle your brain.
  • I want to know what the Magic Box is. I am convinced that it's not just a mind game Ben was playing with Locke. The easy answer would be the Monster. I like this one better - the Temple. There's some weird stuff going on in that Temple. After Sayid shot Ben, Richard brought him there to save his life. Then again, the Monster appeared from a vent in the Temple to "judge" Ben in Dead is Dead, so it could be a mix of both. Either way, I guarantee we get an answer to this at some point in season 6.
  • Jack spiking the ball at the end of Par Avion is just awesome. The little stutter just adds so much. Tom throwing like a queen is almost as good.
  • Season 3 might have the best collection of cliffhangers of any season. There are so many [woah] BOOM moments that it's hard to keep track of them all.
Alright, that's plenty for now.

Thursday, September 10, 2009

NFL 2009 Predictions

I had to get these down somewhere...

NFC
1. Bears 11-5
2. Falcons 11-5
3. Giants 10-6
4. Seattle 8-8
5. Packers 11-5
6. Vikings 10-6

Just missed: Panthers (10-6) Eagles (9-7), Redskins (9-7), Saints (9-7).

The NFC rolls deep this year, with a lot of really good teams and then a couple stinkers (Lions, Rams, Bucs, I'm looking at you). Seattle should bounce back a bit with a healthy offensive line and TJ Housman-zode (championship!) to beat out a Cardinals team coming off a Super Bowl hangover to win a crummy West. The Falcons won't show any signs of regression after adding Tony Gonzalez to go along with an offense that ran on all cylinders last year. The real power comes from the North where Cutler and the Bears will beat out strong challenges from Aaron Rodgers and the Packers and the Vikings for the division crown. The Panthers won't be as bad as everyone thinks - remember, Jake Delhomme was their quarterback last year too - but they'll just miss that last playoff spot. And the Saints are basically the same 8-8 team from last year, and there's pretty much no way Brees can be better, so no big jumps from them.

AFC
1. Patriots 13-3
2. Steelers 12-4
3. Chargers 12-4
4. Texans 10-6
5. Ravens 10-6
6. Titans 9-7

Just missed: Colts (9-7), Jets (9-7).

The AFC is loaded with bad teams this year; I don't expect the Bills, Browns, Chiefs or Bengals to win more than 6 games. Maybe even throw the Kyle Orton Show into that category. But Brady's back so that means the Pats will light the world on fire, the Steelers will defend their championship with 20 returning starters, and the Chargers welcome back Tila Tequila's boyfriend coupled with a super-easy division to put up a nice record after last year's .500 performance. But the Colts' time has passed. With a new coach, unproven running backs, and their weakest group of receivers in years, Peyton and Crew will be watching the playoffs from home like the rest of us. The Texans, with a dynamic offense and young defensive players coming into their own, will seize the opportunity and win their first division title. With Rex Ryan, the Jets are going to play good defense and perform better than people think. Same with the Titans, who everyone is writing off for losing Albert Haynesworth. And though he's a stud, he only played ~50% of defensive snaps last year and with a lean LenDale White and more Chris Johnson, they should be just good enough to still make the playoffs.

NFC Championship: Bears over Falcons 31-20
AFC Championship: Patriots over Chargers 30-28

Super Bowl: Patriots over Bears 33-24

Saturday, August 1, 2009

Watchmen

First off, sweet movie. Way better than I expected. After the first scene and the opening credits with "The Times They Are A-Changin'" playing in the background, I was hooked. Probably a half hour too long, but that didn't knock it down more than a half a notch. Cool special effects, good characters. I just wish I had read the comic because there seemed to be a lot of mythology I was missing out on. Maybe it could have done better as a trilogy or a miniseries or something so us less-devoted fans could have been a little more in the loop. Anyway, by the end I started to realize why D&C tend to mention it when discussing their influences, and I think there are a few Lost predictions that can be made from it's conclusion.

The similarities between Dr. Manhattan and the Man In Black were striking. The big blue guy saw humanity as imperfect, corrupt, and violent. Although by the end he saw value in life, for much of the movie he was rather indifferent to the suffering of people. Because he could see the future and the past and the present, he was a believer in fate - the anti-Jacob. As the credits were about to role, Laurie said he would have said something like, "these things never end," which, again, is the opposite of Jacob, who said in The Incident "It only ends once." Could Dr. Manhattan's change of heart be a sign of things to come with the MIB? A glimmer of hope for John Locke? If anything, it's the opposite. More on that in a bit.

Adrian, the guy who orchestrated the series of events that led to the framing of Dr. Manhattan, seems to parallel the viewpoint of Jacob. He wanted to make humanity better than it really was. He thought progress could be made. As a result of his actions, the world turned into a utopia, a "hippie commune" as one of the characters said. Sounds pretty Dharma-like to me. Still, Adrian was hardly the hero of the story. He was a selfish character with poor intentions. Jacob, on the other hand, seems to have good intentions. Obviously, the two stories can't fit together perfectly. That would be too easy and far less interesting, but still, it makes me wonder if Jacob played a role in bringing Dharma to the Island, and if so, why couldn't they coexist with the Others? This lends a little more credence to my theory that Jacob has not been the only one giving orders to the Others' leadership, and he certainly didn't give the go-ahead for the purge.

The end of the movie had a bit of a "not the hero we need right now" vibe, like the end of The Dark Knight. Dr. Manhattan was an indestructible force, a one man nuclear defense. He single-handedly protected the country from all danger abroad. But, only as a villain could he save the world from nuclear holocaust. How does this apply to Lost? Unfortunately, I think it spells trouble for the Box Man. For much of the show, it appeared that Locke was destined to be the leader of the Others, to protect them and the Island from any and all threats. He was given his legs back. He was chosen to move the Island. Now Locke's dead, but his death might just be the ticket to bringing Jack, Kate, Sawyer and crew back to the present and avenging Jacob's death, maybe even saving the Island, just like Dr. Manhattan going down spared the world from the apocalypse. He's still the hero, just not the hero I was hoping him to be.

I guess in the back of my mind I always thought Locke would end the show as the leader of the Others, the one that brought balance to the force, so to speak. And lately I've been struggling to come to grips with the idea that Locke is really dead, and that every second of his pathetic life was just part of the MIB's mousetrap for Jacob, but if it turns out to be more of a "sacrifice that the Island demanded" to save the Island and the rest of the survivors, that would be a little easier to swallow.

Friday, July 31, 2009

Parent-Child theme - Redemption?

Posted this on a Doc Jensen column today, just wanted to keep track of it, maybe dive into it more at a later date-

Maybe the parent-child theme goes along with the redemption theme – can our characters break the cycle that they were born into? Many of the 815ers have similar problems to their parents – Jack and Christian both were a too obsessive and self-involved. Kate always felt the “badness” of Wayne in her. Sawyer became who he was because of Cooper. Although not his biological father, he had more to do with how little James grew up than anyone else, and Sawyer was completely consumed by him. Those are the three biggest examples. Each of these characters need to reconcile with this truth before they can really move on. Kate may have. Sawyer may have. Jack certainly has not. The scene in White Rabbit was the perfect metaphor for this, where Jack finds the empty coffin. His father is still out there, and he can’t bury him. Thoughts?

Richard

A thought popped into my head recently and I wanted to put it down for future reference. So in "The Incident", Richard says, "I'm this way because of Jacob," referring to his agelessness. To me, that can be taken in two ways, either in a grateful way or a spiteful way. His reaction to the former would be obvious, and so he serves Jacob by advising the leader of the Others. The second option intrigues me more. Maybe Richard sees his agelessness as a burden and he only serves Jacob reluctantly, even against his will. Richard has been short-tempered on a number of occasions, and he sure doesn't seem like a very happy guy. This could be an interesting development for his character that I hope they explore his feelings about his "condition" further next year.

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

The Screamer from Down Under

Today, my Lost rewatch brought me to "Maternity Leave". Not one of my favorites. One episode after the debut of Benjamin Linus, Claire's literal flashbacks give us our first glimpse of the bug-eyed one's stolen daughter, Alex. Coincidence? Absolutely. But still, this episode reminded me of one thing - I really did not miss Claire this past season. She does so much screaming and yelling in this episode, it's enough to make you want to shove hot skewers into your ears. It's an almost viceral reaction, a repulsion that comes from my deepest male instincts. I've certainly heard enough "My baybay!'s" for one lifetime.

I think I agree with something I once read that said Claire's character peaked in "Raised by Another". There's not really much interesting going on with her aside from her relation to Jack - in which she's been a completely passive participant - and the idea that she needs to raise her baby herself - which has not been addressed in a long, long time. Let's hope that her return this year steers her in a better direction.

Thursday, July 16, 2009

My Personal Red Carpet

So the 2009 Emmy nominations came out today, with Lost earning 6 nominations, including Best Drama, Best Supporting Actor (Michael Emerson), and Best Writing (The Incident). While this might not be my favorite season of the show (it might end up being my favorite someday, who knows?), I was still happy to see it getting some respect even as it dove head-first into science fiction.

But six nominations still seemed like too few. Josh Holloway was great this year as Sawyer, and since "LaFleur" was one of the episodes submitted to the academy, I thought he was in a pretty good position for a nod. Former Supporting Actor winner Terry O'Quinn also turned in a great performance this year, not only as Locke in "The Life and Death of Jeremy Bentham", but also as Fake-Locke later in the season. O'Quinn deserves credit for keeping the usual wit and charm of the character while adding a swagger and arrogance to leave the audience feeling as if something was a little off about the Box Man. Some people felt like anything short of a win for Elizabeth Mitchell as Juliet would be a travesty, but I've always thought she was overrated and never really connected with the character. If any of the female castmembers deserved, it would have been Evangeline Lilly. She brought it to a new level this season.

Anyway, all that Emmy talk got me thinking about my favorite acting performances of the series. This super-talented cast never disappoints, but there are certain moments, episodes, and character arcs that stand above even the usual level of excellence. My top 5-

5. Matthew Fox, "Man of Science, Man of Faith" through "Orientation"
I just watched these a few weeks ago, so there might be some bias here, and it might be cheating grouping three episodes together, but they told one complete story so I'm standing by it. Fox does a great job of displaying the inner turmoil in Jack as he confronts what Locke describes as destiny. I love when he tells Sarah, "I'm gonna fix you," right before the operation, then snaps out of it with a sense of embarrassment for getting so personal with a patient. I love when he yells at Desmond "You don't even know what you're running from!" as he chases him through the jungle, and"I married her!" when he asks what happened after that night in the stadium. Top notch stuff.

4. Michael Emerson as Henry Gale
I could make a list of my favorite Ben Linus quotes and moments, but that could take days. I'm going with the his undercover work as hot air balloon enthusiast and punching bag Henry Gale. For a character who has been shrouded in mystery for over 3 seasons now, this was Ben's coming out party in terms of deception and ambiguity. "You guys got any milk" was the icing on the cake. Emerson better win the Supporting Actor award this year. If you can turn Ben Linus into an object of pity, you've done some good work.

3. Terry O'Quinn in Deus Ex Machina
To me and plenty of others, this is the defining John Locke episode. It showed us that Locke's almost-pathological need for acceptance and love from a father figure (either Cooper or the Island) drives him to be trusting, even gullible, to a fault, and O'Quinn absolutely nails it. The scenes where he's crying outside Cooper's house and when he's pounding on the hatch yelling "why did you do this to me?" make the room feel a little dusty every time. Bonus points for the great fake hair he's sporting throughout. Pulling. It. Off.

2. Josh Holloway in "The Brig", Killing Anthony Cooper
Maybe one of my favorite scenes in the history of the show. Watching Sawyer take out 30 years of pain with that chain around Cooper's neck was hard for me to watch the first time. I was in the camp that Sawyer had already moved on, that he didn't need to kill Cooper, and that getting back to killing was the worst thing for him. When he puked in the creek after doing the deed, I felt vindicated. Now, it's obvious to everyone that that moment pretty much closed the door on his horrible past, so it makes that scene all the more satisfying for me. Kudos to Holloway on this one. I've always felt he was an underapprecaited on this show. I stumbled across him in "Sabretooth" last night on AMC, but I'll pretend that never happened.

1. Matthew Fox in "Through the Looking Glass"
The best episode of the series needed a truly astounding performance out of it's leading man to lift it into the television pantheon of greatness. Fox delivered. On the island, he was the determined, stubborn, uncompromising leader that I've loved since 815 crashed. Off the island, he was broken, rudderless and pathetic as a drug addict wandering through the death of his one-time-rival-turned-spiritual-role-model, Locke. What range! Who said Matthew Fox only has one move? He's no Derek Zoolander!

So many great scenes for Jack in this one. The pained look on his face and the subsequent beat-down of Ben after those three gunshots ring out over the walkie-talkie just kills me. The determination as he tells Tom over that same walkie that he's going to get all his people off the island - all of them - inspires me. The anguish in his voice as he tell Kate that he's sick of lying makes me sick. And the sense of relief and triumph he exudes as he makes the call to the freighter in defiance of Ben and Locke is the stuff for history books. There's no topping this one. If there was a "Best Performance on Film All-Time" award, this would get it.

Honorable mentions-
Evangeline Lilly in "What Kate Did", Adewale Akinnuoye-Agbaje in "The Cost of Living", Henry Ian Cusick in "Live Together, Die Alone", Emerson in "Cabin Fever", O'Quinn in "The Life and Death of Jeremy Bentham", Fox in "Do No Harm" and the flashforwards in "Something Nice Back Home", Emerson in "Dead is Dead".

Sunday, July 12, 2009

Charlie Pace, Great Man

A while back, I read a piece on a Lost website that attempted to categorize the various male characters on the show as either "good" men or "great" men. The criteria was somewhat vague, and I don't really remember how the writer placed most of the characters, but what he said about Charlie has stuck with me all this time. He said that Charlie was a "good" man because he always strove for a comfortable life where he was loving to those close to him, always loyal and caring, but never extraordinary. This stuck with me because I think Charlie Pace was indeed a great man. He was never ordinary. In fact, whenever he tried to be, he failed. For some people, the "good" life is perfectly fine, even noble. But Charlie couldn't just live quietly with Claire and Aaron. He was always meant to be something more, even if it cost him happiness and, ultimately, his life.

Greatness is a hard concept to nail down. What separates the great from the good? Like porn, you know it when you see it. I know Springsteen's Born to Run is great. Michael Jordan, great. My dad's smoked pork, great. Dick Jauron, not great. Harry Reid, not great. Nickelback, definitely not great. But great things share a common thread - they go above and beyond what is expected, an unavoidable ambition that you can't help but admire. They take risks. They accept the possibility of failure or worse.

Although "Fire+Water" might not be the best episode of the series (it's the one time in the whole show that I despise John Locke. He can't be punching Charlie! He's not a violent guy! Let's just pretend that never happened and move on...), the dream sequence at the beginning where Charlie gets the piano for Christmas as a young boy shows that he always had tremendous pressure on him to lift his family out of poverty with his music. While Liam might have been the charismatic front man, Charlie was a gifted musician. The Paces were depending on him to save them. This was the path Charlie needed to travel, and it was put in front of him from the beginning. He wouldn't be following in his father's foodsteps as a butcher. Sure, that's a perfectly respectable career, but there's nothing extraordinary about it. Charlie had bigger plans.

The Charlie Pace story is loaded with instances of heroism. In "The Moth", Charlie risks his life to save Jack after he was trapped in the caves. "Greatest Hits" showed him chasing off a mugger attacking Nadia in a London ally. When Aaron was kidnapped by Rousseau in "Exodus", Charlie did not hesitate to run into the jungle after them. He even let Sayid light his face on fire instead of turning back! Hardcore, man.

Those examples don't even include Charlie's finest hour - sacrificing himself in the Looking Glass station so his friends could get off the island. Despite Desmond's best efforts, Charlie was doomed to die, and he knew it. He had to courage to accept his inevitable death for the benefit of everyone else. Jack couldn't talk him out of it. Des couldn't talk him out of it. This was his burden, and he would bear it. So he swam down to the hatch, into the room with the blinking yellow light. He flipped the switch. The light turned off. He drowned. This moment, more than the drugs or DriveShaft, defined Charlie Pace.

Nothing ordinary about that.

Friday, July 10, 2009

Orientation

After 5 incredible seasons, Lost has established a proven track record as a thought-provoking, gut-wrenching, mind-fucking, face-melting piece of television. Since I spend at least 50% of my time thinking about the show, I figured it was about time I started putting some of these thoughts down on paper, not only so other people can read, react and discuss, but also so I can have a record of my ever-changing theories regarding Mystery Freakin' Island and the characters I've come to love so much. I mean, wouldn't it be great if I could go back and read a 2000-word essay from 2007 about why I thought Christian Shephard, Charles Widmore, Mr. Paik and the Dharma Initiative were all part of a massive conspiracy controlling everything on the island? I'm sure that would have been a brilliant piece of writing.

So, over the course of the next year (and maybe longer), I'll be dissecting episodes, analyzing characters, decoding clues, and making predictions, with it all culminating in a grand theory of everything Lost after the finale next spring. At least that's the plan. It might take a while, but hey, isn't that the point? Enjoy.